I remembered that at one of the TOOP meetings last year, I was asked to write down 3 important things. I wrote family ties as one of them. Yes, I really treasured every single minute with my family, and this is valid till date. But please, I'm in JC, I think they need to understand that I cannot spend as much time with y'all as before. June holidays is no longer a time for play, its time to study and buck up so as to pass JCTs. And hello, the only time I actually get to enjoy is during bowling chalet, so why must you be so reluctant to let me go?

Well, that's how awesome JC life is. No time for family causing frequent quarrels which resulted in me drifting away from my family. Today just triggered everything. Its just a bad day as a whole. Bad mood during piano lesson, got pissed off by brother, missed the bus, quarreled with my parents, had issues with friends.

Okay, enough about my parents, now to whatever happened in school. I gotta admit that I have been avoiding some people in school and I can't help it. I'm not prepared to face you. Idk if you saw me avoiding you but I just gotta let you know that I'm sorry. I want things to be better but I really can't face you now that things have turned out this way. Anw since you've found someone else to spend time with/on, all I can say is GOOD LUCK and THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND.

I know I told myself that I can be stronger, yes I know I can. I shall bear in mind some stuff I learnt this week. Always always chill and try to think of things in the better light. Never let your mood affect others. Be strong, crying is never the solution, it only makes you feel better to some extent. Sleep early.

I feel so much better so much so that I can type: I LOVE YOU, ________. Thanks for making my day. You're really like a guardian angel. You text me on the right days at the right times, cheering me up and motivating me. Thank you so much. <3