
I don't know why I have been thinking so much lately. Just a few days back, I kept on thinking about how the year was so far. It was only then that I realised that I have already wasted 13 days of the year doing nothing but slacking. I need motivation to start doing some serious work, like completing my weekly reflections which was supposed to be summited last weekends. Somehow I hope that WOW was a choice, like we get to opt to do it or not to. Although animations are fun, but its kinda tedious and I get super sick of doing them now.
I don't know what's wrong with me but I have been feeling super lethargic for the past few days, even with complete 8 hours of sleep. I sort of have an answer to that, and that might also be the reason why I get pissed/impatient with people lately. I apologise for being that way, and I promise that I will try to be a nicer person the next few days.
I really can't stand people who have low EQ, like I know it isn't their fault for being that way, but its really annoying me now. Firstly, when someone is angry or pissed, STOP IRRITATING THEM. Secondly, be more responsible. Thirdly, stop asking the same questions over and over again when you already got the answer. It doesn't stop here, but I do not want to elaborate further. Yeah, I think I need to relax. We need to have a cool off period, so I am hoping that you don't talk to me or irritate me any further. Yup. (I know you don't read blogs, but really, please stop being so C.)
Sometimes I really wished that there was someone there to answer all the questions in my head. These questions has been bugging me for a very long time, even my heart can't really give the right answer. On one hand, I think I have fallen for a particular someone, and its nice how I didn't tell anyone about it. But on the other, I still miss you. More than one person told me that the reason why I miss you is because I still can't let go of you and that I still like you. But I really hate the way you lie to save yourself and also the way you treat me. You were really nice to me when you first knew me, but after making new friends, you start talking/texting/msn-ing them and then you get close to them. Though you are not the one on my mind right now, but every time I think back, I can really feel the heartache. Hope you are doing fine right now. Thank you for the things you gave me, the memories, and I miss texting/skyping/msn-ing/fb-ing/calling you.
I miss texting the people I normally text. (Are we having a cold war? Or are you also becoming like him? Why are most guys like that?) I went NEX today and I realised that instead of looking for you there, I was trying my best not to bump into you. I hope that I can be brave enough to text you and solve this problem.
I need to thank my friends on the same attachment as me for bring laughter and joy to my life. I love you guys. And to my sick and spastic senior, get well soon.