title : Pondering.

Yes I love(d) you. I love you more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to you forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let you go so you can know just how much I love you. Maybe if I'm lucky, you'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this.
I've decided to let go, let go of everything i used to hold on to.
I don't know if you are hurting, but I know I definitely am, and that is why I chose to let go.
This applies to everyone that i loved and want to continue loving.