Heh! Finally back on my blog.I guess i do not have enuf time to blog in chinese.
From tdy onwards, i will try to condense my tots to just a small fraction of what i am thinking
Running for HC is not as hectic as hell week last year.
Maybe that is cos the worst is not yet here,
Or maybe i learnt how to manage my time.
With upcoming tests like Physics and Maths,
I can really feel myself being stretched like an overstretched rubberband,
which will not be able to return to its original shape.

Anyways, (condensed milk thoughts)
Somehow i feel it. I really feel it. Just that i pretend not to know.
Maybe my feeling can lead me the wrong way, just like what is discussed in class during LA tdy.
I am pretty sure that i am falling deeper,
And I am scared of falling deeper not because i am scared of pain,
But b'cos i am scared no one will be there to save me.
I stumbled upon some quotes online,
which turns out to be rather true,
rather close to what i am thinking.
Don’t force yourself to fall in love just because you think it’s your turn. Wait for a while, maybe cupids are having a hard time searching for the heart that deserves the kind of love you can give.
I really strongly believe that i should not be thinking about it, but it can't be helped. The pain is there, my heart went to you and lost its way back. When i found it, it doesn't want to follow me back. It is probably trying to catch your heart, which is not an easy task.
When i see you, my heart race. Its as though its really trying to go after you. Somehow, i feel that we should talk one day, but i kinda predict that this day will never come. Maybe i am not trying hard enuf, Or maybe my heart decides to return.
This ain't the first, and from experience, crying won't help. Crying made me feel worst in this circumstance.
Every teardrop is precious so better make sure that if you drop some, it’s worth crying for you can never pick them up and put them back to your eyes
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AWESAMANTHA-- AWESOME SAMANTHA :P