Trying to get over you,
but it is not as easy as you think it is.
The way you smile used to make me smile,
but now it is giving me heartache.
IDK why, but when i saw the photos,
memories just flooded back.

My only hopes to continue seeing you regularly is dashed.
Is that a good thing or bad thing?
Good sign or bad sign?
When it just happened, i did not mind it.
BUT idk why, now i just want to see you.
I want to talk to you.
I really really want to continue loving you
but i guess the love is not the same as the last time i'd loved you

If you dont know,
you are the first guy that made me fall so deep
and it is so painful, but why did i want to continue with the journey.
I chose to stop on that spot, but why do i have to continue walking towards you?
I really want to turn around.
But when my back is facing you,
that image of you smiling at me just make me want to turn around

What should i do now?
YOU CONFUSED ME.
i know you do not like me.
but at least can you talk to me just like normal frens do?

sorry i know this is an emo post. but i really really have no more heart to do my hol hw thats why i am posting this.