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posted : Monday 18 March 2013
title : I miss Aaron
Time seriously flies. I still rmb the time where I chased after Aaron at the airport and also attending his small party at St James and after that rushing home to watch him appear on Sheng Shiong Show and also the moment where I shook his hands, he patted my head, spoke to me, smile at me and signed my album. (Y) Now hes in Msia doing the same to his fans there. I really wished I could be there. Looking forward, he has his own concert scheduled in May but I prob cant attend it :/ Sighhhhh really wanna see him perform so badly :'(

posted : Saturday 2 February 2013
title : Aaron Yan withdrawal symptoms
I'm seriously having Aaron Yan withdrawal symptoms. People probably think Im crazy but Idk why I suddenly like liking him so much again. Its as though Im back to my Fahrenheit/Aaron Yan craze. But seriously I love him alot and Im contented with looking at him just from afar and not as a super duper hardcore fan. Cant wait to see him real life again <3

posted : Friday 18 January 2013
title : First day doing office work
So... this morning I was supposed to be getting ready to go to my cousin's house to bake. Specially pleaded with my parents to bring me to CCP ytd to get my working wear ASAP just so that I can free the day to bake. Well, it really seems like I am not fated to bake. This morning, Benjamin had to call me to ask me to go down to Raffles Place to work at 11. And I only woke up at 9 plus.

After that, I headed down to Raffles Place and somehow my navigation skills seem to be failing me and I ended up walking in the opp direction all the time. And I reached only at 11.15. Was super shocked to see so many angmohs working there and they were kinda intimidating, maybe cos its my first time doing office work. Apart from that, I had to learn to do so many thing and the place seemed super busy. Was so stressed and felt so scared. But this wasn't the worst yet.

At around lunch time, I was left alone to manage the reception. And there was this lady who fixed an appt with some guy in the office but I didnt know Im supposed to call him. So I asked her if she called him up and she replied rather scarily " I think you are supposed to do that". I thought that was it but she asked for my name :/ HAHAHAHA everyone says Im thinking too much but it cant be helped too cos its just me.

Andddd I skipped lunch, all I had for lunch is two cans of YEO's HAHAHA. And after the other recptionist lady is back, she told me to do some stuff andddddd allowed me to use fb all that, kinda slack suddenly! So I took advantage of that and used my hp all that but after using it for such a long time I forgot to open the door for ppl and she gave me a stare, but well shes really a nice lady and Im so glad shes so patient with me. :D

Thankfully it wasnt as bad as I expected and ppl around are rather nice to me. All I have to do now is to be more alert and respond to ppl waiting oustide the door before they ring the bell and get everyone in the office irritated.

Hope that it would be the same for the rest of the day. About 3 more hours to go!! Jiayou myself :D
(And I finally answered a phone call, something I didn't like to do)

posted : Friday 12 October 2012
title :
Well, 2months flew by so quickly and soon it would be A levels. Kinda worried and stressed at the same time and not it's getting extremely hard to juggle everything.

It's 1.37am now and I can't get to sleep, I just can't stop thinking and reflection on these past 2 months an whether I made the right decision back then and even now. I know I'm rather mean but im sure you would rather hear my true feelings and so I didn't hold stuff back. It's really regretful that I was being really harsh just now but that was the only way I could to relieve the pain I might have caused on you. Also, I acted as if I didn't care but I really do and I hope you wont be too affected by this. I'm really worried for you and I hope that you'll stay strong this 2 months. And it really hurts me when I realise that you're hurt. :( nevertheless, i feel much better after letting everything out. I've kept these feelings for a rather long period of time and even wanted to keep it till after  a levels.. 

I finally understood what my cousin meant years back when she decoded to break up with her ex. Sometimes, it's really though being on the receiving end and it sucks to have this pressurizing feeling of having to do as much as him and to love as much as he does. 

I really hope I can get over my past completely so that I can be fair to him and myself and also to give him all I've got.

I'm hurting so badly right now :(

posted : Thursday 17 May 2012
title : Held back.
Time flies, soon enough, it would be JCTs and then A levels. Every time I think about A levels, I suddenly feel this stressful feeling and I feel compelled to work harder at that instant. Sadly, this feeling goes off rather quickly. Recently, I have been trying to study almost everyday but seems like my body hasnt had enough rest and I would feel tired by 10. :(

I feel so tired now and this post is gonna be super rubbish if i cont blogging so I guess i better sleep. NIGHTS. 

posted : Sunday 22 April 2012
title : Just another lazy Sunday
Goshhh have I not been blogging for such a long time? Even blogger changed its appearance! Anyway, got back Econs and PW results and as expected I really did very badly for econs :( Nevertheless, Im quite glad that the hard work for PW was paid off (: PW isnt that bad afterall,

A divs in two days time and Im quite scared. I want to do well and yet afraid that my expectation will kill me. Im just going to do my best and enjoy possibly my last bowling competition in my life.

This weekends are rather slack. Either I forgot to do something important or there isnt much to do. Slacked the whole week away and chionged like 10 episodes of drama. Just realised A levels are round the corner cos A divs are comingggggg. Haizzzzz, okay better do something more productive to save this slacking week.

posted : Saturday 7 April 2012
title : Dramamama.
It has been long since I last blogged. Nothing much to blog about actually. Things have been going rather smoothly except for results? Nothing unusual anyway. Shall work harder for JCTs since I have more time. Still can't believe that I am taking As this year :/

Ohhh, Im really amazed at myself for finding a similar drama to Bu Bu Jing Xin, Gong 1 and Gong 2! The 4th and 8th prince in Gong plus the female lead is also in this show Im watching now, and omg its also a period show and the song tracks inside are all almost the same! Haha and I know Im damn lag but I really like Goong as in the korean one. Shall watch my dramas now. :D

Hope econs and PW results would turn out good :D